10-02-01I didn't beleive in God for a long time. But, my mother was very religious. And when she died, she was so peaceful that I thought about it again. I had no husband anymore and my life was a complete mess.  I thought "Hey! I want to feel like her. I don't want to be scared of dying". Since then, I started to beleive again and I go to church regularly. I was about to start posing for an art studio, but when I came there, I realized that I was able to see the model posing nude from the outside. I didn't want to be at her place, so it didn't happen.
Do you find that normal, that anyone can see you like that?